I just don’t want/can’t do it anymore.

I don’t have the time, or the motivation, or the resources and I’m always on the wrong side of the world.

I adore the fansites I have and the celebrities/the shows that they are based upon but it is such an effort.

I’m falling behind on my school work, and if I want to follow my dreams in the next 2 years I’m going to need some $$$ which is possible but that simply means more hours at McDonalds.

Why does it have to be so hard?